Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in boy_genius_otto's LiveJournal:

Friday, June 24th, 2005
12:53 pm	I Don't Know What To Say I thought I would be safe, here, but... what I heard frightened me. I'm tired of being scared. Context, first. A lot happened, which is probably why I haven't been here to update this journal in a while. That and I needed to reconnect to something in which I could save these entries. A lot happened and then things got ... quiet. I don't know what scared me more. I was taken from the place I lived in. Rescued, to be more specific. Though I know Yvaine killed Torvald, I don't know exactly how. I don't want to know how. I'm glad he's gone. I came to live with her in Stormhold and it was the most beautiful place I'd ever seen. Huge and old and grand, full of plants and light. Like walking right into a story. She was kind to me, but there ws something... else. Maybe I've just developed a fear of authority figures. I'll have to look into that, it can't be good. Still, the longer I stayed here, the more I learned. And what I learned frightened me, especially when I found out what had happened to the older versions of me. What's going to happen to them. Science is the only thing I can trust. I feel strangely lost now in all of the light and magic that had fascinated me so much only a few days ago. Maybe... maybe if I stay with the older me and Clair, I'll feel more comfortable. I won't feel like the ground is going to drop from under me. If anyone reads this who can speak with Yvaine, tell her I'm sorry. I can't stay. I can't sleep at night. I'm too frightened. I've left everything where I've found it, I've only taken with me the things I originally owned. I just... don't want to be scared any more. Current Mood: scared (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
12:03 am	Image Feed: An image can be seen of a two-storey house--small, grey, and somewhat worn-looking, before the camera pans closer, The door is opened, and the image fuzzes out for a moment before it's replaced with the inside of what looks like a bedroom, the walls decorated with telescope photos of planets and nebulae, the obligatory shot of Einstein sticking his tongue out at the camera, and various other bits and bobs of this and that, all relating to some science or other. Books cram a small bookshelf near the bed, which has more books and papers and a large blue stuffed octopus on. "This is where I live. Well, were I sleep, really. But this is what I really wanted to show you." The camera is walked over to the window and the window pushed open. The screen over it is quietly detached and the camera looks out over the rooftops. It's obvious they're on the second floor. The camera sees to be lifted toward the roof, showing a view of one actuator claw or another as it's apparent their owner is climbing onto said roof. A quiet coughing and snuffling can be heard and he manages to settle himself on the rooftop. "You can't see the stars very well from here. There's too much light. But I can sort of see them. I was wondering if any of them looked familiar to you." The actuator with the camera looks up into the sky and he sits there for a small while, quietly looking up into the sky. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
7:29 pm	31 May School was dreadful. I think I might be coming down with something, but I hope not. As difficult as it is to tolerate the smallmindedness of my schoolmates, I still do not like missing school. Besides, it's preferable to staying home. I wonder what will happen in the nexus to-day? (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 30th, 2005
11:36 pm	30 May It appears the dimensional gateway projector that I found worked better than I thought it would. I found not only another dimension with it, but a nexus of dimensions. Places where magic worked and where there were at least three future versions of myself, including the one I saw in that dream I had. This bears looking into. I've only read a little about Schroedinger existence and now I find it staring back at me. I only hope this gateway projector won't be discovered. I came home too late and only just managed to hide it. (5 Comments |Comment on this)